Roughin’ it…

It’s been a hard couple of days. I miss him. I miss the life we had together. Why is he there and I’m here? I just don’t understand anymore 😦 I’m roughin’ but I will be strong and reach my goals.


A whole new groove.

I was not cast for BL…there loss….and I have moved back to Florida and I have my old manager job back.

I’ve been getting used to being home and my bf back at Michigan Tech, it’s been a bit of an emotional fuck-show

but I’m starting to pull myself together. I’ve been low-carbin’ it, and feeling good. I also started going to the gym everyday last week except for

Sunday’s. I’m feeling motivated again which, in all honesty, I haven’t felt this motivated since the last time when I lost 50lbs. (Which is the most I’ve EVER lost)

I’m enjoying my apt but I must say I’m a bit lonely and haven’t quite found my niche’. I’m getting there though.

oh and I chopped 10 inches of my hair off. Cheers!



Chicago in 16 days.


What have I gotten myself into?

I’m not quite sure but since I discovered that there will be open casting calls I have decided on the 23rd of June I’m making the 10 hr drive to Chicago to audition for The Biggest Loser season 14. 

Is it my destiny? Perhaps 🙂


Road Trip.

Got Bored.Filled tank. Drove.

This is what I found…



Niagra Falls,NY

Meh for monday.

The work week has just begun and I’m already sick of it. I’m not going to Curves obsessively like I was doing a month back. The circuit is not doing much for me anymore so this week will be a lot of hiking and walking. Today we are going to a nearby trail to do roughly 1.5 hrs of intense hiking. I’m excited. I might even take the pup with me!

Happy trails.


Earn your body.

Today I went hiking/jogging for about 2hrs and it was intense. I did not push 110% because we are going back tomorrow which will be more gnarley trails and longer amounts of jogging. I really like to push it on Sundays. I have really been enjoying the low-carb diet I’m  always satisfied.With all the protein and intense physical activity I pride my self on earning my body.