Blblblblbl that’s all folks!

So I sit here now, in a lot of pain and bit helpless. It’s quite pathetic considering the strong minded ego withinthis weakened body. I have been in pain for 2 weeks now and was finally diagnosed with Shingles. A rare case they say since I’m only 22.

Regardless of these unfortunate circumstances I also have good news. Not only am I 16lbs down from when I started this blog (326-310) but I have been running a lot prior to falling ill. I ran my first mile without stopping in 10 minutes then the next day I ran the mile in 9:43. Needless to say I’m doing exactly what I had set out to do and that is becoming athlete and not blaming my belly.

This shit on my body hurts but…just keep swimming…




Pain is weakness leaving the body….so they say. I must be one strong mother trucker after today!

we hiked and got lost/adventurous for over 2hrs. We climb a hill (off trail) that was so steep I was practically on my elbows to

crawl up it. Scary stuff. I feel so strong and my BF is so impressed by me. He’s seriously the greatest.

We found a hill peak that had the best view once we reached the top.

Nature is incredibly, and I can’t believe I’m a hiker.




The sun was playing peek-a-boo in downtown rochester today. lame.

on the drive home it was out so I took full advantage and hit the hills!

Long hike in my sweater and hot pink sweat pants and hindi hip hop blaring in my ears.

Good day.



In only 22 years of life I’ve managed a lot of beginnings and very few completions.From chess club in 3rd
grade to a small band in 5th, classes in college, and even jobs as an adult. I am a professional quitter.
None of the above shortcomings have brought me to this blog but have diminished my health and happiness.

DIET. I hate that word. But yes, it reigns in at the number one thing I have quit…and it shows.
From sweet cereals in primary school, to foot longs in middle school, fast food runs in high school, pizza and coffee in college, and binge eating, I have had my share of shitty eating.

DANCE. I have been dancing for recreation and fun since I could walk, and I’m not particularly shabby….especially considering my donk exceeds “white-girl” average. I started taking classes at 10 and did them for 5 years and excelled
quickly in tap.But my passion is and was hip-hop and zumba styled moves including Bhangra and Bollywood style.

DO. I managed to creep up to 330lbs by 18 I’m now 22 6months till 23 and I’m OVER being fat. I have been hiking with
my BF, I gym 5 days a week and of course I twirk it at home. I dance EVERY DAY. After getting a degree in Hospitality I’m pursuing a career in fitness and dance and before I can even plan anything I have to get this weight off. What’s different this time? I believe myself, and I have a man who supports my every move. He doesn’t give up on me and I don’t give up on myself anymore.